Memory of Feline People
“….Let this be a reminder that you all also are bridges of earth and heaven, of below and above. Within you there’s great reflection of the stars. Embrace such power. Re-attune yourself into melody of divine harmony.” – Teyhuti / Thoth
In one of my soul remembrance, I was guided into the space and time of lush jungle. Tall trees, moist soil were my playground. I was a little girl who traveled from villages to villages. A spirit guide in form of a black jaguar was always by my side. Once I found a village where I felt belong, I helped the people there to reconnect and understand the bond between humans and the felines of the jungle. Many have forgotten the connection that we shared.
At the end of this life, I was captured by those who many feared. They manipulated the power of our jungle felines for their own power, their own gain and greed. I was killed and I left the body carrying with me powerful sense of sadness for separation.
Separation from the innate divine power that we all have. Separation which was created when wisdom of our sacred connection with one another was forgotten. This comes with sadness that lingers in my soul from eons to eons.
Then during my meditation with an Amazonian snuff, Jaguar Rape’ (pronounced Hapay) a blend from Nunukini tribe in Brazil and my Grand Mama crystal skull; I shape-shifted into a feline person. I was not alone. There were many that looked like me with different colours. In this space and time, there was no need for us to speak. We communicate through our mind and eyes. Our voice was sacred. The vocal cord was a scared instrument and was used with divine intentions.
Many times when I return into this space, I always found myself walking towards a giant pyramid. Inside offers healing and life force energy of the sun. There too was a portal where we can connect with many facets and fractals of our souls. Here where we fully experience body, emotionals, metal, spiritual and soul connection with the universe.
This painting was inspired by the experiences above. It is a healing tool for me in remembering my path of returning into Oneness. Of releasing from illusion of separation and transform sadness into joy and gratitude. Throughout the process of this painting, my long-time companion Little Cute (20 year old dog) passed to the other realm. I am humbly grateful for Little Cute, and his transition that sparked the sense of empowerment to shift my perceptions away from separation.
One day, I sat and contemplate upon the pyramid. I asked Teyhuti or Thoth to explain the message behind the pyramid I painted.
“Earth is an image of heaven. Just like the great pyramids and many sacred sites on earth. Imagine when lush flood water rises purifying the land and rejuvenating the soil relfetcing the life giving force of the sun and sparkling light of the starts in the night sky. The land becomes much like the milky-way, the great serpent in the sky. Earth and her sacred sites reflect picture of heaven beyond linear time. This is why such sites and land marks were and are still used as bridges of connections. Let this be a reflection to all. Let this be a reminder that you all also are bridges of earth and heaven, of below and above. Within you there’s great reflection of the stars. Embrace such power. Re-attune yourself into melody of divine harmony.” – Teyhuti / Thoth
So here I AM
as a scribe, conduit of all and All
a woman, man, feline, fractals, and universes
of all within One.
VDO of this painting in process:
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